It is there as I sleep, that I see you in my dreams, speaking, sharing and embracing something of which I have yet touched with the hands of which I write with, here and now. Someone, a part of you I have, felt like this, yet with my doubt, with uncertainty, I questioned the reality of it being a possibility. I mean could you be real? Fearless I am, yet with you, I am not. I find myself in ways discovering what I have become, and where I have come from.
Having faced the wounds of which had scared my flesh, I find you and me all over again. Timing is everything, and it feels as if, at times, that timing is quite perfect, all unraveling, unveiling something of me and you, that has yet to "come to", all the while, is progressively showing through, you are progressively "coming through". You are there, in ways I could not ever have imagined, beyond the wildest dreams I have ever imagined, you stand there, naked, baring your soul to me, expressing your inner most authenticity.
I question, could this truly be reality?
My dreams, lately, they seem to be realized so quickly, as if one day to the next what I see, arises in this life and the next. It's all there, so what's next? How can I confess? How can I share with you what I see, how I feel, in the ways and moments I feel best? Without the tests.
I know spirit will always test, yet I have been tested time and time again with this, when you and I were at our best and perhaps that's just it, it was showing me, and you, who we could be, what you and I could actually dream, as one, in unity. How we can create, our given realities.
So as you stand there, calling out to me, asking me to take note of the alignment marks, of the moments you signal your truth, your feelings in this and all realities of which we drew, the ones of which are here coming true, I ask you, can this dream truly come true?
You see, as you expressed your heart through your words, your song and the rhythm of your soul, you seem to be speaking out to me, as if I was the only one. And still, my mind, plays games with me, I stand there questioning, in my dreaming reality, you and I, could it be? And then instantly, manifested was an epiphany. You and I are destiny.
And when you came face to face with your past, while I was there questioning the path, the goddess Sekhmet arose, behind the veils of which I was watching, questioning, so to remind me, what she has been declaring. To be strong, and stand tall, to stand up for what I believe is true, by not allowing doubt to pour through. Becuase what you and I are meant to do, is something of which has never yet been done.
Sure, for some, they think they have sung, yet you and I, we'll show up, and show 'em how it's done. How two hearts can find their way, to discover the paths of which they have laid, to unwind the rhythms of their hearts so that as they do, they can truly say, they have learned through the depths of time and space, to live this way, to travel this way, so to find our way, where we unite, through sheer play, every day.
You see, we designed it this way.
So, I continue to let go, I continue to trust, that whatever is to come, shall come, and whatever is to arise, shall be, in this life and the next, the sun shall always rise. For we live infinitely, dreaming and creating the realities we are seeing, so to be engaging, all levels of which we can be exploring, how life can be, one truly epic fairy tale story.
I am who I am. And this, is enough. I value this so much.