The ascension symptoms have been pretty intense lately. I've been getting such a great deal of work done, it's been amazing but my eyes and ears have been activating in such profound ways, it's becoming harder and harder to stay on a computer for too long each day. Stepping away feels great!
Not many people know this about me, however, I feel called to start sharing more about the actually symptoms and effects of what has been taking place as I progress along my path and interact with new experiences. The past few days my eyes have been extremely tired. Over the last few weeks headaches have been increasing and when both are at their peak... I find my self laying down, eyes closed and in a full on psychedelic trip. Just me, as spirit.
What happens is, my eyes start to get super fuzzy, almost like a tv screen gone all blurry and pixelated, I close them off, to see what's happening. When my eyes are opened, I'm still trying hard to focus on what's taking place in this realm, what's happening here and now and it isn't something I'm prepared to shut off just yet, with eyes open, so to flip the switch and begin traveling to the other dimensions yet. Not like that hasn't happened before, but thats a story for another moment I'm sure.
I'm choosing to take my time with it all and all of the other gifts that have been coming up and turning on inside me. It's a bit outrageous for some, for me... it was pretty scary, all these extra-sensory experiences happening. It's all felt like a flip of the switch and that perhaps it turned on too quick, but it is what it is and I'm okay with it. I appreciate what I'm being shown and am capable of creating for myself. I mean, it's pretty far out to be moving through such experiences. I never would have imagined, any of this was even possible, and yet now, it's how I live.
So, as these symptoms begin to happen, I take my time with it, I lay down and allow myself to zone out. As I do, it's like a tiny radio turns on and it feels like music is playing in my ears, guiding me into a "new frontier". I find myself zooming through wormholes and tunnels that swirl, with fractal like kaleidoscope form, and yet most of the visions, still come in black and purple wave forms. I'm in awe. I lay there, just processing, that this is possible. I mean the first time this happened to me, I was fast asleep or so I thought. I had woke up from one of my inception level dreams and was flying out of body as I was speedy by trailing lights. It was the most extraordinary site, and suddenly as fear of the unknown, of not knowing what was going on at this point, I woke up from fright.
And now all I dream about, is taking an intentional flight. For some reason, I have yet to achieve an intentional astral projection as such. At least in the form of complete out of body with "inner eyes fully open". I seem to astral project in a way that is more about a shift in focus, a shift of perspective into a new point of time and space. And while that is amazing, I mean its exhilarating, I'd really like to fine tune these gifts so that I can experience the same thing again and again, or at least take similar paths, that I recognize what is taking place, so that I can actually begin to shape what I am creating, and perhaps even draw it out one day. I'd like to begin to map what I see. It's so extraordinary to me, to be able to share it with someone visually, would be an absolute amazing dream.
One day. We'll see. For now, I'll keep on processing these new energies and explore my way through each given reality. I feel so lucky, each day, to be exploring and even if some days are pretty rough on the physical body, physical ascension is pretty exhilarating and worth it, to be experiencing.
Happy to be ascending.