It's knowing when to let go, that opens new doors of possibility. It is by choosing to let go, that allows you to move forward and answer the call to move beyond your current means and grow.
Not always are these choices easy to make, yet at times, they are important for us to speak. By doing so you offer new foundations for space to create, the new experiences of self-exploration you are here to take.
This week I made a few choices, while I thought I was headed in one direction, I quickly realized as events were unfolding, all of which I had been seeing, is coming to fruition. Which means its time for me to be moving. It's time for me to let go of needing to be any one place and take a chance on my dreams, beyond what I have yet to see.
This chance I am willing to take is to heal something so real, so physical inside myself, so to open a new door in life, that will ask me to dive into the depths of my consciousness, deeper then I ever have, so I may heal a piece of my future and my past, for means to progress.
So I may one day, receive new steps, and have a chance at giving birth to new means for progress. Like a child, I may one day have.
You see, in these moments, I know from the depths of my heart, there is something inside me that is preventing me from fully receiving, and in means for me to heal this area of my being, I must uncover something about myself, so I may learn something new about the most creative aspects of self.
My womb, has had a large fibroid for a little over a year now, that I only came to discover in the fall of last year, perhaps I was actually shown a little earlier, yet it wasn't until July that I accepted this truth into my reality. I knew then in those moments, that there was something I would need to do, and the plant medicines I use, would help me through, so I could uncover hidden aspects from my youth.
So as I let go of somethings that I really thought I would do, I realized, deep in my heart, that there was something much bigger for me to step through. And by doing so, I would finally be free to do what it is, I've always wanted to do, and be. Taking a chance on me and my innermost Creator being to fly free.
This path I choose to accept, to cleanse and clear my palette. Coming back stronger than I ever have. Knowing this time around will be different, as I have set myself up for success. I know in my heart I'm ready for this.
So I ask, to stay posted, as I share what comes next.
x Nimea Ariana