Not all days are created equal. That means some may feel blessed and beautiful, while others may feel rough and off balance. It's not our place to judge these, these moments we are in that test us or send us a big nudge. It is our job to just rest and take ease and trust that there is a greater story unfolding and that one day, you will recognize why the other moments you were in, kept unfolding.
Yes, in moments those days can be lonely. I too, still pass through days I feel an abundance of fear roll up inside me, and when I do, I send out a calling, for Source, to bless me. Not always do I see these miracles in the moment, sometimes they take ages and sometimes they take seconds to appear before me. It's all a perspective in which you live, and how much focus you lay upon it, ie. from which angle you choose to see it from.
You see you are never actually alone, because you always have an abundance of souls that walk along side of you, that understand you and that send love to you, however it is in the moments that you seek a specific type of love or a specific type of friendship or level of companionship, that is what generates the sadness and feeling of loneliness.
It is the moments of which you are unwilling or unwanting to see the types of relationships that are there for you in the present moment that are possible to be exploring, that you feel lack and can get caught with the mind, trapped in a perceived sensation of lack that you miss out on the friendships that you do have and the ability to feel present with those that love you and that are there to support you at the exact moment of which you are in, now. No that doesn't mean you have to accept only that which is given, that means you get to experience what is given with love and gratitude, and if you want more, you find ways to choose to realign towards something that is more in balance with what you are desiring.
Sometimes you will be faced with a picture of what is possible if you accept only that which is presented before you, or are unwilling to let go and trust that there may be more open to you, if you "put yourself out there", you may be surprised with what you will find.
In order to rise up from this in these moments, of feeling trapped or caught up in the "how", this is a beautiful time for you go inward, and dare to dream the impossible dream, let your mind wander and your heart take the lead, by envisioning the reality of your dreams.
By formulating the picture of your desired reality, the passing of a new moment that is possible to find, you will do so, so long as you keep this focus in your mind.
In moments like these, I ask you to sit and breathe.
And go into a meditation, please.
A Meditation to Bring About A New Reality
Focus, Focus, Focus.
Bring about your focus upon the center of the mind and relax your body for some time.
Feel into the moment before your eyes, closed or open, doesn't matter, this is your time to experience the life you're after.
Take a moment to shift the picture and start inserting what you're really after. The people, the gifts, the love you're with.
The house, the home what does this feel like to you, where do the smells come from?
Is there a fire brewing or a stove top buzzing? Is there a mountain showing or water flowing? Is the sun glowing or the air blowing?
Where are you sitting or are you standing? Are you walking, if so, where are you going?
Who is to your left, who is to your right? What do you see before your eyes and what do you feel behind you at this time?
Can you walk about the space? Are you comfortable in this place?
What are you talking about with others or what are others saying to you?
Where do you see energy flowing into you and where do you feel it flowing from you?
What time of year are you in? What city or town are you in?
Take a look at your picture, from beginning to end, and see to it, that you fill in the blanks, my friend.
And when you feel ready to come back and stick with that vibe, you'll notice that you've been able to capture it within your eye. The more you stay focused on this picture, and allow it to soak in from every angle of the moment you're after, the more you will bring about its manifestation, so long as when you return from visualizing, you let go and trust the process that it shall arise.
Trust is the most important facet of our practice for us to actualize the manifestations we desire before our eyes.